Lyrics

So I had my breakdown
And Now is the rebuild
And I still feel afraid
At my age
To turn the page
I was drunk on pain
Crazy and insane
But now I’m getting sober
Don’t really know what’s
On the road before me
Just know I need to let go
Of that old story
No more late nights
In heartache and shame to lay awake
And think about mistakes
I made that I cannot change
Still if I could
Go back to yesterday
I know I would
Before communication
Got misunderstood
Til I peered through the rearview
And in the echoes of my conscious
Yo I finally hear you
So I wonder if you hear me
Say I’m sorry and I forgive you
Cuz I still love you
So I say Thank You
Thought you’d be my wife
But you taught me about myself
As a consolation prize
Now I got so much love
That I got to give
Time to ask myself
What type of life do I
Want to live
Yo that is a lesson
And a lesson is a blessing
So I can get it right
The next time be the message
So no more stressing over
Questions of direction
Cuzzzz I will live my answers
When I live my life authentic…

I finally see it clear
I can look in the mirror
Realize I deserve
Some of that love
I like to give others
See my heart was sacrificed
2 the martyr archetype
On a narcissistic ride
That left me high and dry
Empty and low
My heart so sore
But when the time comes
To fall back in love
I’ma do it like I never been hurt before
Yo I’m like a puppy dog
I am fun and I’m cute
Still might chew through your slippers
So please forgive me
I’m not a perfect man
But I’m doing the best
That I can
And if you give me enough tries
In time I will understand.